Apathy

Today it's a month since I came back to Spain, a month since I left Denmark...and I...I just don't know how to feel or if I feel anything at all. It's just emptiness inside. The symptoms of depression are there, and the apathy is everywhere. Apathy about everything, apathy about everyone. I don't care about my mum, she just talks and I don't listen, I don't care about my exams, fuck the teachers fuck you dear and beloved classmates!I don't care about my stupid friends and I don't care about YOU...i tried to regret, or either feel hurt, but I just don't feel anything at all...
Last weekend I even forgot it was friday and that i used to go out on fridays...

So trying to get over this apathy here I am, getting this out of me because maybe, just maybe it would make me feel better.

What is making me feel a little more happy lately is music. Music is my boyfriend. And I would totally marry one of these bands, latest discoveries and that I love with all my heart!








and talking about things i would marry and that make me feel better lately, I have another english man on my life who goes directly to number 2 on the list of guys I would marry, George is still #1 but darling you have disapointed me a lot lately, or you get the hell out of the commercial and pop stuff or I will have to marry Andrew instead!





your little soft voice has me captivated!!never let me go is an amazing film, don't you ever lose your accent!