it's time to face the truth, i will never be with you

this is really killing me. i miss you so much. from talking and hanging out everyday to completely ignore you. it's been a week and a half since i haven't talk to you, just saw you 2 times and i just ignored you like the wall was more important. i'm not sure anymore if you have noticed, i think you did but..it just hurts. not being around. i miss you so much. i just wonder if you miss me too. the thing is that if you do you would never tell me so...stupid you. i just can't wait to see you again. but then i remember i'm ignoring you. but i want to see you, be around you and ignore just to see if you realize what i'm doing, if you realize i'm putting all my efforts in not go with you and ask about your day...

you don't know but i have started seeing this danish guy, just to try to forget about you, and he is cute and all...and then my friend just asked "do you like him?" ... i couldn't answer that. i was thinking about you. and that just makes me wonder, what if can't like another person anymore? i hate you english guy, i hate your fucking cute accent, i hate your beautiful blue eyes and i hate your...dimple. i will always remember that afternoon when you were looking at me with that look you have, you smiled and said "you have a dimple" "yeah" "just one, like me" and you smiled to me in the cutest way ever...